Okay so...its been a week.  Its kind of hard for me to get a hang of posting.  However, I am addicted to watching all the groups I have joined.  I've gotten back into fangirl mode and its pretty obsessive.  I love it though, it keeps me up to date on all the most important information.  For example, what AJ McLean was wearing when he arrived at the airport to go to Japan.  Now did I really need to know that? No, but I'm glad I do.

So tomorrow is freaking Valentine's Day and I'd realy like to spend all day watching chick flicks, balling, and eating Ben & Jerry's.  But I'm not going to do that....well because I can't.  I have to work, but I definatley am going to try to make the best of it.  I bought cards for the people I love, so maybe that will make me feel a little better.  Also might be seeing two movies in a row tomorrow.  Yes, completley unnecessary, but I really don't care.  I don't want to have to chose between Step Up 2 and Definatley, Maybe.   Why should any person have to make that decision?

Blah. I've come to realize I'm a loser.  Okay well maybe not loser...I'll say dork.  One of the few things making me smile right now is that ridiculous "9 Days in Tokyo" video.  I've been watching it daily.  Dumb? Yeah, pretty much.  Well thats not the only thing making me smile.  I've got really, really wonderful friends.  I mean...amazing.  I love spending time with them. They are 4 sisters, and even though I've got 3 sisters of my own, I feel like a part of their family.  

I've also realized how much Kevin Richardson looks like Snoop Dogg.  Freaky.
 

It's 3:18 AM and I'm still awake.  What the hell!?  I know that I have to get up early in the morning but I just can't let my mind settle down.  It's stuck on a zillion different things, not to mention I'm newly addicted to making icons.  I really hope to add a lot more to this journal.  I want to start writing again.  Well, writing more actually.  And it looks like I'm going to have to find a place to put all these random icons I keep making.   Tomorrow, (well today), is our weekly "party" for One Tree Hill.  Lame? Maybe.  But you know what? I look forward to it every week.  Has my life become that boring?  I guess its not just the show, its the girls that I watch it with.  I have never fit in anywhere so well as I do with those girls.  I can silly and weird.  For an hour, everyone can forget about their own life is and get lost in someone elses.  

I can't help but feel that she's settling..   

I just spent a while setting this whole thing up.

And for what?

I guess I just wanted a place to write everything down.   Even if "everything" is really nothing at all.

Most likey its going to be absolutley pointless, but at least its out there.